She lived next door to me in Calhoun freshman year. We used to sit at the same table in the dining hall. I remember that she had auburn hair, and these painted flowers on her jeans.
She was in my Figure Drawing class last year. We sort of grew apart after I moved out of the residence halls, and I keep wondering if maybe I'd kept up the friendship, maybe this wouldn't have happened. Or maybe I'd at least have been able to notice that something was wrong with her.
I don't know what to do. Part of me says I should go to the memorial service, but another part of me wants to just forget this ever happened.
And part of me just wants Ariadne, Aidan, or Mayumi - or maybe all three - to hold me and make me not feel this way anymore....